Grief - Using and Wearing Linking Objects to Recover From Loss

Linking objects -- keepsakes that remind us of aabout the challenge of letting go in her book, "Making
deceased loved one -- can be a source of comfort. AOur Lives Our Own: A Woman's Guide to Six
widow may wear her husband's watch, for example.Challenges of Personal Change."
A bereaved son may use his father's golf clubs. TheseLetting go does not signal defeat or lack of control,
objects make us feel close to the loved one we lost.Mason explains, it is simply the initial phase of a journey.
The other day I came across a linking object, actuallyWhen we let go we begin to detach. According to
a linking message, from my deceased daughter.Mason, detachment is not passive, it is active, and
I was cleaning out the kitchen desk junk drawer. As Icomes from calm. Over time, detachment evolves into
was leafing through a pile of rumpled papers, I found aacceptance. "We only know joy because we know
Christmas card she sent us years ago. It contained thesuffering," she writes.
traditional "Merry Christmas" message, but myI am at this point now. Though many have found
daughter's hand written note was extraordinary, and Icomfort in linking objects, I found comfort in this linking
could tell she was in a hurry when she wrote it.message. When I read the letter I feel like my daughter
Her note: "Thank you for everything you have doneis speaking to me. Indeed, I can hear her voice and see
for us. I am very grateful to have you as parents andher smile. The words "love" and "concern" tell why our
friends. I'm certainly glad I had a family to hold medaughter named us as her children's guardians. Her use
together through yet another growing experience. I justof the word "friend" is also touching.
wanted you to know what a big help you've been andThe University of Washington Counseling Center cites
that your love, concern and efforts have helped uslinking objects in a website article, "Healthy Grieving."
tremendously. John and Haley couldn't have betterCarrying or wearing a linking object is one of the
grandparents."suggestions in the article. "Anticipate the time in the
My husband and I remember the card. We received itfuture when you no longer need this reminder and
when our daughter was going through a divorce. Hergently let it go," the article advises. This is sage advice
note meant a lot to us then and means even more tofor linking objects, but not necessarily for personal
us today. After our twin grandchildren lost their motherletters.
in a car crash and their father in another crash, theInstead, we will keep the card and treasure it always.
court appointed us as their guardians and financialOur daughter's words "couldn't have better
conservators.grandparents" will be a source of energy in the years
Raising teenagers and grieving at the same time is theahead. We have almost gotten the twins through high
hardest thing we have ever done. While we tried toschool. Now we have to get them through college. My
stay upbeat for our grandchildren, we were letting gohusband and I hope to be at their graduation, with our
of our deceased loved ones. Marilyn J. Mason writesdaughter's letter in hand.